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*` my little hideaway
♥
i finally get to live on my own now.
yesterday i moved all my stuff in.
but the day before yesterday.
i moved most of my stuff myself.
no one helped.
how sad is that.
hahahaha
but yesterday baby helped ((:
thankssss :D
its so freaking peaceful now.
im one happy girl((:
yesterday in school.
i was like so freaking down.
i was so confused.
during bio class..
was sitting beside jerry.
and my eyes was so freaking red.
and he was like staring at me.
asking if i was aiight.
and daniel heard it.
he was like..what's wrong.
i didnt speak a word.
and later.
i told aniela..
that i feel like taking a break away from him for a lil while.
and she said dont..
i didnt know what to do.
its not that i dont love him anymore.
is that im tired.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i can never be the kinda girl he wants.
i tried my best..
to be perfect for him.
but he never appreciates it.
and only ask for more.
and then someone told me..
if that guy isnt making you happy..
that aint a guy for you.
i was fucking confused when he told me that.
but during the night time..
when i was on the bed..
and he hugged me and said..
dont ever leave me alright?
it just melted my heart
and i decided not take a break away from him.
but now..
he's doing it again.
making me drift away.
but i dont blame him.
but myself.
cause i was the one who chose to believe.
two more days.
and its monday.
i dont know how the hell am i going to school.
or go back home.
this is vexing.
anyway..
ive said enough.
-the end-
7:32 PM
